LFC We Love You

Can you do another fanfic about henderson?

Tue, 03 Jul 2012 16:36:41 +0100

Yes,we hopefully will! :)

Helloo..

Fri, 29 Jun 2012 21:03:37 +0100

Sorry we haven’t been updating lately,we have all been so busy with revision etc..

But we should be starting to update our fan fic’s in these next few weeks!

-Jess x

Beginning to write chapters 4 and 5 of Life goes on!!

Mon, 09 Apr 2012 14:37:30 +0100

-Jessica x

Life Goes On...

Tue, 27 Mar 2012 22:02:00 +0100

My hands were sweating; I was becoming more and more angry the longer I looked at Martins face. I couldn’t contain my anger any longer, I did it, I had to! I grabbed Martin’s throat and pushed up against the wall, all that was running through my head at that moment was the imagery of what must have happened with them two, that night. I swung my arm back getting ready to punch him in the face until Callie grabbed my hand and tried to stop me.

“GET YOUR HANDS OFF ME!” I yelled. I took another glance at Martins face which was becoming redder each second.

“Let go of him Jack, he won’t be able to breath!!!”

how could Callie possibly think I would be bothered by this, didn’t she realise I WANTED to hurt him at that moment. I ragged my arm out of her hand, fiercely dropped my hand from Martins throat and quickly marched out of the kitchen.

“JACK!” Callie yelled

. “WHAT CALLIE?! What do you want!! I don’t exactly want to speak to you now. After everything we have been through. I can’t believe what youse two have done. All day I have been thinking what I was going to say to you, I realised this morning that the way I reacted was out of order, but now, to be honest I just feel like a total mug!” I screamed.

By this time I was half up the stairs. My voice started to break up and my eyes felt like they were just going to burst into tears any minute. She just stared at me, without saying a word. I shook my head and walked up the stairs into my bedroom and shut the door behind me. I could hear Callie and Martin talking faintly, then the front door slammed and a car drove off with a big screech .

“Jack..” Callie said softly. I ignored her, I was so angry I didn’t know what I could have been capable of doing. I searched for my suitcase and start packing my bags, no way was I staying here any longer. Ignoring the fact that I just didn’t want Callie anywhere near me she still barged into our room. Unbelievably she looked surprised that I was packing my bags, she must have known I was going to go after that?

She ran over to me and tried to hug me, I pushed her off as well as trying to pack my clothes, she began attempting to unpack my clothes and started throwing them all over the bedroom, by this time she was in hysterics screaming crying. I could feel tears streaming down my face. I zipped up my bag and headed for the door. Callie tugged my arm again trying to stop me from going, her hands were warm and damp from her tears.

“JACK!” she bellowed. “Where are you going to go?”.

“I’m going to live my life Callie, I’m going to fulfil my career and go to Barcelona seen as I have nothing left here anymore!” I answered.

She fell to the floor and put her head in her hands. I ran down the stairs and got out of that house quicker than anything.

Callies POV.

I hadn’t heard from him for weeks, I did wonder what he would say to me if I did try to contact him, I wondered where he was every day, I wondered what he was doing, but most of all I wondered if he would be missing me as much as I was missing him. But the more and more I wondered, the less hope I gained. The house felt empty without Jack, I had no one to clean up after or moan at for messing everything up. I had no one to cuddle of a night, I had no one to tell me they loved me every day, I had no one.

The day of my first scan arrived. I was unsure whether I should tell Martin or not as I hadn’t spoken to him for as long as I hadn’t spoken to Jack. I couldn’t not ask him, after all he is the baby’s father.

I texted him in the morning saying 1^st scan today, would be support if u came.’ I didn’t want to sound too chatty because we weren’t exactly on speaking terms. I waited for a reply for literally a second.

‘What time?’

‘10:30?’

‘Where?’

‘The Women’s Hospital.’

‘Okay. I will be at the Women’s Hospital at 10:30, shall I meet you at the front entrance?’

‘Yes.’

-End of Conversation-

It wasn’t the most exciting conversation ever but it was a start. I ran upstairs and began getting ready. I swilled my face with ice cold water and sat staring at myself in the mirror wondering what possessed me to let Jack leave. All that was running through my mind was ‘I should have stopped him.’ ‘I could have done something.’ I needed to stop torturing myself over it. Id needed to move on, focus on the baby and then sort all of that out.

I started making myself a Cadburys white hot chocolate until I heard a loud bang on the door. I lightly ran to the door and opened it. It was Louise. I’d never really met Louise before, id only seen her twice, one was at Jacks birthday and the other was at Afobes birthday which was when me and martin were together that night. She was pretty, blonde hair, big dark brown eyes and unbelievably tall.

“Hello” I said as I answered the door. I noticed all around her eyes were black and all over her face. It looked like she had been crying.

“Hi.” She said bluntly.

“Are you Louise?”

“I think you already know the answer to that and I think you know why I am here.”

“im sorry, I don’t know what you’re going on about?”

“Martins just told me what happened between you and him after Afobes party”

Her tone of voice started to rise and become even louder and louder with each breath.

“Listen, Louise, I really don’t have time for this. I have my first scan at the hospital in 20 minutes and I don’t want to be late, what happened between me and martin was a one off, a mistake. It’s between you and Martin how you deal with it, but I wash my hands of it all and I’d appreciate it if you left.”

“Are you fucking kidding me-”

She never finished her sentence as we both were distracted by the white BMW X6 that pulled up on the path and so slickly martin jumped out. As hard as it is to admit it but he looked perfect. He strolled down the path totally oblivious to the fact that his girlfriend was standing right in front of him.

“WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE LOUISE!”

“I was seeing for myself that you really had gotten this bitch pregnant!”

They argued for about 10 minutes non-stop and in the midst of it all my head started spinning and my legs went all funny, I couldn’t stand up. I fell to the floor almost, but luckily martin caught me. He carried me out into his car and got Louise to get me a blanket and a pillow, and I was surprised she actually did it. He drove me to the hospital and all the way there he asked me if I was okay, repeatedly. It was sweet in a way but very annoying!

Louise had gone home by this time.

When we got to the women’s hospital the nurse guided us to the scan room, were we waited for the doctor. I think me and Martin started to come to terms with the fact that we had to get along for the sake of the baby and try and make things work.

The doctor came into the room and martin stood up to shake his hand. “Hello” they both exchanged. Whilst the doctor’s assistant was setting up the probe and machine for the scan, she passed me the TV remote. I turned on the TV and Jack popped up on the screen, it was a clip of him playing football that day. My heart sank, Martins head turned swiftly to mine because he knew what it meant to me, and he knew how much I missed Jack. A tear seeped down my cheek, Martin got up out of the chair and wiped it off gently for me.

“Are you okay?” he asked.

I knew if Id have said something I would have just burst into tears so I just nodded my head and mimed ‘Thank you’. Whilst the doctor was inducting the scan Martin was explaining to him about my accident which had happened just before. The doctor seemed adamant that it meant nothing. “It’s a common side effect to being pregnant my love.” He kept on saying.

The baby scan showed up on the screen. “You can see his little heart beat!” Martin said softly. He seemed to be happy? “I know” I replied.

“That’s the both of your baby!” the doctor said. “would you like to know the sex.” I looked at Martin and he made a confident gesture with his head as if to say it was up to me. “I think I would. Yes I would like to know please doctor.” I said back to him. Martin smiled. The doctor looked at the both of us and said “congratulations, you are having a bab-” he was interrupted with a swift wind coming from the door, it slammed onto the wall and standing there was Jack. I couldn’t understand how he had found out I was in hospital, until I realised standing behind him was Louise. The doctor left the room and all that was left there was, me, martin, jack and louise…

hi! will there be any new updates soon?

Mon, 26 Mar 2012 20:08:25 +0100

Lydia- Tough Love will hopefully be updated by next Monday! <3

Frisky should also be up by next Wednesday, thank you,<3

Charlotte- Heal This Heartbreak will proably be up within the next week! <3 x

Jessica- Life Goes On should be up within the next couple of days if I can get it finished! <3 Thank you for reading x

All these stories are shit! The only one that's worth reading is heal this heartbreak youse really need to sort ye heads out.

Mon, 26 Mar 2012 19:56:15 +0100

You know what to do…

Charlotte- I’m super sorry ;( I’m not going to have HTH up by tonight. I have been...

Sun, 25 Mar 2012 21:14:41 +0100

Charlotte- I’m super sorry ;( I’m not going to have HTH up by tonight. I have been extremely busy with the family all day and so, I only have half of it done ;( Can you forgive me?

Please post heal this heartbreak soon!

Wed, 21 Mar 2012 20:14:21 +0000

Charlotte- OMG! I’m so sorry! I’ve just got so much work… I will try and get it done by the end of the week ;) xx

loved the life goes on update! will there be a new tough love chapter soon? x

Mon, 05 Mar 2012 15:45:00 +0000

Jessica: Thankyou!! x

Lydia: i updated saturday and hopefully another chapter will be uploaded before the end of the week! x

Life Goes On

Sun, 04 Mar 2012 21:40:00 +0000

Hope you enjoy! started to get abit more interesting :D

Jess x

Chapter 2

As we got to the hospital the nurse greeted us with a smile and gave jack a questionnaire to fill out. The tension between me and jack was riveting; he hadn’t said a word to me or Martin at all through the journey to the hospital. I couldn’t quite figure out whether he was angry or was just having a hard time letting it to sink in that he was going to be a dad, well; at least that’s what he thought. The nurse took me to a room and examined my head and stomach, jack followed with martin not far behind. “How far along are you Callie?” the nurse quietly asked me with a sense of worry in her face. “8 weeks, nearly 9” I replied. I glanced over at Jack and noticed his facial expression went totally blank as soon as I said how far gone I was. I knew it wasn’t right to keep a secret this big from him for so long but I just couldn’t bear the thought of him being disappointed, after all we aren’t even married yet. The nurse called the doctor into the room who then fully examined my stomach and back thoroughly for about 10 minutes, un-known to me but by this time Martin had left the room and ran out of the hospital. Jack stayed still, he never moved or spoke for the whole time I was being checked over. Once the doctor had performed the examination, he left the room to get some paperwork about my recent visits to the hospital. It was just me and jack left in the room alone. He was obviously not going to be the one who spoke first, so I decided to break the ice by asking him what time it was, although it just made him more aggravated and tense. “You have only just told me that I am going to be a dad to a little baby 1 hour ago, we haven’t spoken since and now you’re asking me what time it is!!!!!!! Are you kidding me?” he screamed. “Jack I tried to tell yo-” I quickly said back but he cut me off with a screech. “WHEN, go on, when did you try and tell me?” he spat. “I tried SO many times Jack, you just wouldn’t listen! I even tried today but after you gave me that speech about moving you seemed so happy and I couldn’t bring myself to ruin that, why did you think I was crying after that?” I replied. “Telling a man he is soon going to become a dad, I’d of thought would have deserved more attention, don’t you think? I think if you really wanted to tell me you would have tried a little bit harder.” He aggressively said back. This soon turned into a full blown argument which went on for what seemed like forever, until the doctor finally arrived back and gave me my results for the examination. “Everything looks fine except the baby is laying the wrong way around.” I got that lump in the back of my throat you get when you’re about to cry. I was only 20! I knew nothing about children! I turned to jack and seen a very worried expression on his face, his eyes filled up, he really did care. I turned back to the doctor and was about to ask what that meant until Jack beat me to it. “What does that exactly mean? Will this prevent her from having a normal pregnancy or something? Should we be worried?” Jack asked the doctor. “This is perfectly common; there is nothing to worry about.” The doctor told us. The nurse arrived back in the room a few seconds later and discharged me. The car journey home was almost as bad as the one going. Once we arrived at the house Jack helped me out of the car and carried me up the stairs to the porch front door. I unlocked the door and stepped into the exact place where it all went wrong that night. I just wished jack realised I didn’t want him to find out that way, I knew he deserved to be treated better than that. Jack swiftly walked past me and launched himself onto the sofa in the living room, which obviously was an indication that he was sleeping downstairs on the sofa that night. “Goodnight, Jack. I love you” I softly said to him. I waited for about 30 seconds for a reply but it was non-existent. I struggled to walk up the stairs for some reason, I felt a slight kick in my stomach, and then another but this time it was very powerful and almost hurt me. I walked into the bathroom and turned on the taps, I must have used about half a bottle of Lavender Radox bubble bath. I had a soak in the bath, put my pyjamas on, got into bed and hoped tomorrow would be better than today.

I woke up in high spirits at around 10:30am. I hauled myself out of bed and through water on my face in bathroom to liven myself up. When I got down stairs I discovered that Jack had already left for training, which was good because I didn’t need to have constant arguing from the moment I woke up. Martin had not yet phoned or even text jack as far as I knew and I just think after everything he has done he at least should have had the decency to-, I stopped myself and thought about what I was thinking, I couldn’t blame EVERYTHING on Martin, I have to admit it was just as my fault as it was his. It killed me to think it because I never ever thought I would be so deceitful and sneaky behind Jacks back, I loved him so much words couldn’t describe, I still do.

I sat waiting for Jack until 12 o’clock, but when he never came home I decided it was a waste of time texting him for the sixteenth time, he just didn’t want to know. He couldn’t keep this not talking to me up forever, could he? The clocked ticked and time went by, and then all of a sudden to my astonishment I heard a knock on the door. At first I thought it might have been Jack, but then I thought, he has a key, why would he be knocking? I answered the door tensely wondering who it could be and then to my disappointment I saw Martins face. I couldn’t bear to even look at him. “Hi Cals, you okay, can I come in? I think we have a few things we need to talk about don’t you think?” he said. I totally ignored his ‘you okay’ was he being serious? Of course I wasn’t okay! My own boyfriend wouldn’t speak to me and every day of my life since the incident I’ve been panicking that Jack was going to find out that I have slept with his best friend and the child he think is his, isn’t!! “Come in” I said blankly. I walked straight to the kitchen with martin following and then slammed the kitchen door shut. “What do you want Martin, I have nothing left to say to you, what happened between us was a BIG mistake and it never should have happened.” I said sharply. He looked surprised that I had been so rude. “Stop having a ‘Bitch Fit’ with me. I regret what happened as well, I have a girlfriend who I love and you have Jack, everything was fine until you found out you was pregnant, no one was ever going to find out, but I suppose they will have to now. I am going to lose everything, my girlfriend, I will be exploited in the tabloids and my career will start to fade away from me, omg what have I done!!??” he yelled. “Look who’s having a bitch fit now ey martin. It’s not just you who this is going to affect you know, I will lose Jack and without jack my life isn’t worth living. Do you want this baby, because if you don’t maybe I and Jack could bring it up and no one else needs knowing about what happened.” “ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME, of course I want this child!” he snapped back. “What do you want to me to do Martin? We’ve both got too much to lose if this comes out. Just think about it long term, would you not prefer to have a family with Louise and have children with her, or would you rather lose her and have a son or daughter who you would barely see because we DEFINETLY wouldn’t be together!!”.

Jacks POV.

As I drove up to the gates I kept repeating what I was going to say over and over again. I could see a white BMW X6 parked up on the path outside our house, as I drove closer I then realised it was Martins. I started to wonder why Martin would be here. As I turned my key and slightly opened the front door, I could here I arguing coming from the kitchen. I turned around and quietly shut the door, making sure they never heard me. As I approached the kitchen I heard martin shout “CALLIE I DON’T CARE WHO I UPSET OR WHATEVER HAPPENS TO MY CAREER, I WANT TO BE A PART OF MY CHILDS LIFE.” I stormed into the kitchen with full force, slammed the door into the wall, nearly taking it off its hinges and screamed “WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN YOUR BABYS LIFE MARTIN?”…

Sun, 04 Mar 2012 15:26:00 +0000

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Fri, 02 Mar 2012 19:58:53 +0000

no no no everything is wrong! Stewart shouldn't be on a date with Alex! he should be with Hollie :( I just hope Stewart realises Alex is not the girl for her. Love the chapter though :)

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 21:28:49 +0000

Charlotte- Everything is SO wrong, I know! They need to be together! Stewart just needs to realise how perfect Hollie is for him ;( I really want them to be together but things are so complicated, and if Stewart falls really hard for Alex then what is Hollie going to do? But, is Stewart always going to see her as a friend? Imagine the perfect couple they would make! Thank you so much for reading and messaging! Xoxo

Heal this Heartbreak

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 20:57:36 +0000

Chapter 10

The Tears were streaming down my face, how could I have been so stupid to fall for him straight away? I ignored pleads coming from Aaron, while he was quickly pulling on his jeans, and continued to walk down the stairs until I reached the bottom. I couldn’t believe that this was even happening to me, I started to blame myself. As I swung the front door open Aaron grabbed onto my arm causing me to stop in my tracks and look him straight in the eyes. “Please Hollie! I love you!” this made me laugh cruelly right in his face. “Oh as if?! You don’t love me, you wouldn’t be doing that if you did!” I stuck my nose up at the skank who was still standing in the hall looking all innocent. “Tell me, go on! Tell me you don’t feel anything toward me” he said and I shook my head vigorously, I may have felt something for him before, but not anymore, not after this. I began to think of the times when I saw him and my heart would beat ultra-fast and he would take my breath away with beauty, but not anymore, when I looked at him now he was just a filthy cunt who is just like all the rest of the men. Just as I thought of other men, I remembered Stewart. Stewart. Of course! I had been so stupid this whole time; it was finally the time to tell Stewart how I felt, I imagined me running up to him, throwing my arms around him and kissing those lips, something I had always wanted to do for practically the whole of my life. He will hold me and tell me he is there and would never let anything happen to me, he will make me feel safe and happy. Just as Aaron started talking again I was snapped out of my thoughts of Stewart. “You can’t say that! You wouldn’t have come all the way down here it you didn’t!” he leant in for a kiss; I pushed him hard in the ribs causing him to stumble backwards slightly. He disgusted me, how could he do this to me. My cheeks were practically stained black now, off my mascara.

I stormed out of his house and saw Olivia standing on the path, smirking at her phone, obviously talking to Martin. She looked up from her phone and instantly looked worried about me “What’s wron-“ I cut her off by grabbing her arm and practically pulling her out of the path, I didn’t want to have anything to do with that man. I knew my anger would soon change to sadness when I got back to Liverpool, or maybe I was kind of glad that his true colours had shone this early and not late on, if I had got any closer with him. I could still hear Aaron calling out from behind us, but I kept my head high and continued dragging Olivia all the way down the street, by her arm. “What?” she asked once more but I shook it off “I’ll tell you on the train back!” she immediately looked unhappy. “What, we are leaving so soon?” she asked shocked. I nodded and she seemed like she wanted to protest but gave in seeing what an emotional wreck I was at that moment in time. We waited for a bit for the train to come, when we finally got on I had told Olivia everything and she was very sympathetic. My phone wouldn’t stop vibrating texts and calls off Aaron saying he wanted to ‘explain’ and ‘speak to me’. I eventually decided to turn my phone off and try to doze off ahead of the large journey back in front of us.
“Come on, we are here!” I awoke to “Aaron?” I asked still slightly dopey from just waking up, I opened my eyes widely and soon remembered where I was, what had happened just a few hours before and what I had to do now that I was back in Liverpool- tell Stewart everything. I stood up, my body still adjusting to waking up fully. Martin was there to greet us when we got out of Lime Street Station; I guess Olivia had told him the story as he asked me how I was feeling when we got into his car. The truth was that I was feeling shit but as every girl does, I said I was feeling fine and just wanted to get home now. When ‘the loved up’ couple had dropped me off I went straight into my apartment and the tears came flooding out once again, but this time I couldn’t stop them. My stomach rumbled and I remembered that I was supposed to be getting food in London. I decide that I needed to see Stewart so I rang him to take advantage of my situation “Hey Stew, I was just wondering if you wanted to go for something to eat?” I asked him desperately but he scoffed at the end of the line “don’t you want to spend it with lover boy?” he asked in a stupid tone, and I questioned if this was jealousy he was feeling. This made me hurt more and I began to get angry with Stewart “Listen! It’s been a hard day, now do you want to go or not?!” I asked very agitated. “Sorry Holl, but I can’t I am going out on a date” what?! Once again I felt what I had felt for most of the day; heartbroken. “Hollie? Hello Hollie? Are you there?” I had gone silent, I had missed my opportunity with Stewart because of Aaron and now I had no one left. My heart pulsed out of my chest, I felt angry and upset and at one point I wondered whether this was all just a dream and I would wake up in a minute ready to go to London.

I knew that I couldn’t stay in on my own, just with my thoughts; so I rang Alex to see if she wanted to go out. Strangely, it was the same story to Stewart and I got slightly suspicious. Out of curiosity I asked her where she was going for this so-called ‘date.’ She replied with a Chinese restaurant which was just down the road to mine. I decided to just as well travel down my road and have a look inside the restaurant, if Olivia wasn’t with Stewart then happy days. If she was with Stewart then I was prepared to become a party pooper, after all I wasn’t going to let my best friend steal my man. I didn’t lose hope though, because just Stewart going out on a date doesn’t mean that he was going to fall in love and marry her. Moreover, Alex was very bossy and that was the one thing Stewart told me he couldn’t stand.

I rang Olivia to tell her all about Alex and Stewart “Olivia, I can’t believe this. How could Alex do this to me?” Olivia sighed on the end of the phone “you don’t even know if she is going with Stewart and even if she is going with him, she doesn’t know though about your feelings towards Stewart, that’s what the problem is, you didn’t tell anyone!” she did have a point.
Before I knew it I was in my car and I was zooming my way down the street to the Chinese restaurant. I could just walk in and act as if I was waiting for a friend, I had my plan all sorted out.

I arrived at the restaurant and practically snuck my way up to the door. Looking through the window my face went pale at the sight I saw. My two best friends! Their lips were planted on each other’s as they practically shoved their tongues down each other’s throats. That bitch, I thought, how could Alex does this, she had wrecked everything. I couldn’t bear it anymore seeing how lovingly Stewart looked into Alex’s eyes, I wanted to run in and drag Alex off him via her hair, to tell Stewart all about what a bitch Alex is, but I decided I didn’t have the strength even to walk in there. I ran through the frosty air as the wind blew my hair all over the place. I was headed for Toni’s place and I didn’t even care if people saw me like this- my heart was crushed into a million little pieces. The mascara was pounding down my cheeks as the tears kept flowing, I couldn’t control it anymor

Frisky

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 19:58:18 +0000

Chapter 5

I lay in Luis’ hotel bed not sure what had just happened and why I had done it. Daniel had already left the hotel room and joined the others downstairs in the party room so that it didn’t look too much of a coincidence us both going down together. So, I was just left with my thoughts and my guilt, which was tearing me up inside. After a long time of staring into space, I decided to go see my friends again, seen as my best friend had just been married. I quickly pulled on my clothes before the door knob started rattling; someone was trying to get in. Worry flushed over my body and I went weak in the knees as the door slowly started to open. But fortunately it was just Charlotte; however she didn’t look happy one bit. “What the fuck do you think you are doing” she whispered as she shut the door behind her. Shit I didn’t have an explanation planned. “Umm..” I mumbled as I fastened the buckle on my high heels and stumbled past her. She tried to grab hold of me but I shook her off and swung the door open “I haven’t got time for this” I simply said and continued walking down the stairs. The guilt was already killing me inside, I dint need her to be saying it as well. As much as I didn’t want to, I knew I was going to end up telling Charlotte, I just had to get it off my chest, even if it was Charlotte’s brother that I shagged. I couldn’t believe at how I was acting, how was I going to look Jordan in the eyes after I had already hurt him so much and he had stuck by me, but I knew this will have been a step too far and I dint want to hurt him.

When I reached the ground floor there was a ringing in my head and I felt physically weak. I could hear Charlotte shouting from behind me but I kept on walking and decided not to look back. As Jordan greeted me he had a huge smile on his face “where have you been?” he asked as he embraced me. “I’ll tell you later… can we go home I don’t feel well at all” I lied. Suddenly my heart raced as I heard his voice from behind me. “Going home so soon?” Daniel’s voice mocked. I flinched at the touch of his hand on my shoulder and almost couldn’t contain myself “Don’t touch me!” I spat at him and he winked very mischievously. I immediately felt the rush come over my body that that was not the best thing for me to say as Daniel turned to face me and look me in the eyes. “You didn’t mind it before!” he winked once more. I shook my head disappointedly as I didn’t think he would take it that far and say that. I looked at Jordan as tears began to weld up in my eyes, but I noticed he didn’t look upset or angry just confused. He obviously hadn’t understood as he furrowed his eye brows and slanted his head. Realising that I may have gotten away with it I pushed Daniel out of the way and grabbed Jordan by the arm, pulling him out of the hotel and into the warm street. ‘You’re pathetic’ I mouthed to Daniel as I walked out. “What was that about?” Jordan asked still obviously not clicked on, I wash of relief flushed over me as I replied “Oh, nothing”. We climbed into each of our cars seen as we both brought our cars, but I didn’t want to be alone and I especially didn’t want to be away from Jordan. The car journey was hell, the traffic being backed right up and me being alone with my thoughts. My conscience was not making it easy either, how could I have done this to Jordan? I had finally found someone who loved me for who I was and I had gone and wrecked everything, if I told Jordan now, I was sure that he would never stay with me and I would be all alone like the old times.

just wondering if your writer charlotte will be uploading the martin kelly fanfiction she was planning on writing, shes an amazing writer would love to read it x

Tue, 28 Feb 2012 19:31:39 +0000

Charlotte- Oh my God, I completely forgot about it! Well, I have wrote quite a bit of the first chapter but I’m not sure whether to upload it just yet as I want to put all my focus in to HTH! However, I will eventually upload it, just not sure when :D Thank you so much, that is so sweet

What happened to frisky?

Thu, 23 Feb 2012 19:28:27 +0000

Charlotte- I know its been a month since we have updated Frisky and I really apologise for that. I have just been so caught up in HTH that I completely forgot that it was my turn to write this chapter! But I promise it will be up for Sunday, if not sooner ;) xoxo

Aaron is such a dick!! urgh, why did he have to show up and mess with Hollie's life? She could be with Stewart right now

Thu, 23 Feb 2012 19:24:48 +0000

Charlotte- Omg I know! She was finally going to tell Stewart but then Aaron just came along and wrecked everything! And now he has broke her heart! That man has got some serious explaining to do!!! Anyway, thank you so much for reading and messaging. Can’t wait to write the next part. xoxoxo.

Heal this Heartbreak

Wed, 22 Feb 2012 21:33:20 +0000

Chapter 9“Um” I stuttered unsure of what to say but wanting to break the silence. Aaron looked up off of the floor and smiled warmly encouraging me to carry on. “This is my best friend…” I said signalling to Stewart before adding “Stewart Downing” Aaron held out his hand for Stewart to shake but Stewart looked him up and down before turning to me. Aaron’s smile dropped off his face and he started to pull faces at Stewart from behind his back. “Hollie,” Stewart started, trying to ignore Aaron’s mockery. I burst out laughing trying to stop Aaron but this encouraged him even more. “What are you laughing at?!” Stewart asked starting to get angry. He sighed “anyway, are you coming back to ours?” he asked. I glanced to Aaron who had his hands on his hips, tapping his foot jokingly. “Umh?…” I started but was interrupted by Aaron. “Babe, I’ve got to go. I’m going to miss the coach!” he scoffed before pushing Stewart out of his way and leaning in to kiss me. Aaron was a teaser and he had obviously picked up on the tension caused by Stewart, so he pulled me in and smothered me with kisses, whilst letting his tongue go wild. He turned round with a cheeky grin on his face “Bye Stewart!” it was nice meeting you!” he joked whilst walking down the corridor and out the door at the end. I was left stunned and smiled at Stewart letting a little uneasy laugh ripple out of my mouth.

Once again I found myself lying in bed wide awake thinking about Aaron. No matter how hard I tried I just couldn’t get him out of my head. There was something about that man that made him so irresistible; I just couldn’t put my finger on it. Suddenly, a thought came to mind; I had a spare couple of days off and Olivia had asked me a few times to go to London with her for a shopping spree. This would be the perfect opportunity to stop in on Aaron. I could imagine his face when I knocked surprisingly; but first I would have to double check with Olivia and on the way up there I would have to tell her the whole Aaron story, and I knew that would be difficult.

Before I got my hopes up I decided to ring Olivia. I sprang out of bed slightly excited now. I rang Olivia speedily and spoke frantically “listen Liv, I know it is 10 o’clock now and really short notice, but, well I was thinking seen as I am off tomorrow and we’ve always wanted to go to London, well do you want to get the 6 o’clock train down?” I asked desperately.

She agreed and before I knew it I was extremely excited. I kept on imaging Aaron’s face when I turn up on his door step. I went to bed with a smile on my face ready for the day to come.

My alarm clock bleeped- 5:00 am. I got in the shower and blow dried my hair quickly whilst keeping an eye on the clock. It was 5:40 and so I would have to grab something to eat on the way. I rang Olivia to check she was awake and ready. I left the house after checking my hair and clothes in the mirror.

I hailed a cab and stopped at Olivia’s to pick her up. She walked out and locked the door behind her. She was dressed very casual but looked absolutely stunning. She was wearing a pair of dark skinny jeans, a nice top, fur coat and pretty flats, but to be honest she always looked gorgeous. As she climbed in she smiled warmly “Hiya!” she settled back into her seat and fastened her seat belt. We both chattered away the whole way to the station. We bought our tickets and before we knew it, we were on our way to London.

I was snapped out of my day dreaming when Olivia started talking. “Guess who I have started seeing?” she said with a cheesy grin on her face obviously too eager for me to guess. “Go on then” I said hardly bothered, I just wanted to get there and the long journey was making me feel a bit sickly. “Martin Kelly!” she said extremely happily, I nodded and continued looking out the window. “Well?” she asked obviously disappointed by my reaction, she scoffed loudly and then practically spat out “Oh my god Hollie, if you’re going to be in one of those funny moods we might as well just go home!” I glanced up at Olivia slightly bemused and surprised at how she had snapped at me but she was looking straight out of the window.

When we officially arrived in London the bad feeling seemed to have gone away as we squealed in excitement at the sight of North London right in front of us. We hit the shops and I told Liv all about Aaron, she didn’t say anything, just nodded showing she understood. So we eventually decided to head towards Aaron’s house after some shopping, it was a good job Aaron had already given me his address otherwise I would have had to spoil the surprise by ringing him. After we had asked a few people who were randomly on the street, we eventually made it to Aaron’s house. As I took a few steps towards the house I gasped, it was beautiful and nothing that I had expected it would be like. The front garden was kept neat, with the grass trimmed down and the flowers in a pattern along the brim. We walked up the path and luckily for me, I saw Aaron’s car confirming to me that he was definitely inside the house. I approached the front door with caution and rang the doorbell before fixing my hair onto my shoulders and wiping my hands down on my leather jacket. But, I was shocked by the answerer at the door, it was not Aaron, it was some sluttly woman just wearing underwear. My shock turned to anger as I began imaging the worst case scenario. I pushed the thoughts to the back of my mine, surely he has some explanation and it is not all as it seemed. “Umh, is Aaron there?” I asked shyly, she looked taken aback by my thick scouse accent and nodded standing back for me to pass. “Aaron?” I asked as I wandered around this unfamiliar house leaving Olivia on the door step. I heard murmurs coming from a room upstairs so I headed up the stairs slightly confused as to what was going on. As I got closer to the door I heard Aaron’s voice once again “Come back to bed babeee” I furrowed my eye brows what was going on?. I stepped into his room and his cheeky smile dropped off of his face. There lay a naked Aaron Ramsey and I felt my heart break into a million pieces.

Frisky ?? love your stories :D

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 17:30:21 +0000

Lydia- Charlottes actually doing the next chapter of Frisky, but she is in the middle of doing the next HTH chapter, But she said she will hopefully have it up before sunday, Thankyou for Reading